Currently Listening Say Anything Is a Real Boy By Say Anything W O E<3 see related

i'm in shock.
i'm in pain.
i'm in awe.
i'm in a crummy mood.
i'm in a great mood.
i'm everything you thought i wouldn't be.
i'm everything you never wanted.
i'm everything you could ever ask for.
i'm everything you aren't expecting.
i'm everything i'm not.

things have been going my way
like...really well too.
anything i could have asked for basically happened this week.
only, results in problems &&drama...which i guess i have to learn to deal with anyhow so its not that big of a deal.
i saw the spill canvas freakin live on monday the 26th.
i saw blood brothers, coheed&cambria and some gay band on saturday, october 1st.
both were probably the best nights of my life.
Considering, i got blood brothers autographs, was with people i enjoy being around, met a few new people (0.o.), was in chicago, i learned a lot about subways and i like to eat subway.
I don't like the school cafeteria. It's a bunch of shit.
I don't enjoy coming home to nothing when I tried not eating a bunch of shit.
I really really really love subway with all my heart.
And i really and truely am glad i have le best friend.
shes amazing, really.
she knows exactly what to say when there isn't anything to say, which makes her top of the line. i can trust her and be upfront with her about just about anything&everything. shes loud which i thought before was embarassing...but really, just makes me appreciate her more because she doesn't care what people think of her. She doesn't have to fit in to feel good about herself nonetheless do stuff so people notice her. and has so much of an effect on peoples lives they sit in their house thinking about how great of a person she is to type a paragraph or four on their xangas.
Can't get much better than that can ya?
ohhhbaby.
got the Squee-Z-Bubs.
pretty freakin excited.
i'm not a huge fan of Jimmy Bridges right aboot now.
hes creepy and i don't like biology.
i miss my baby lena, davey jay &anybody else i haven't hung out with in a super long time.
miss meyer and i haven't exactly hung out recently either. i wonder how ben is doing...? and i really wish i could see melissa sometime soon.
i have been taking advantage of katie with her license so badly, it seems. i feel terrible and i should stop. no rides anywhere unless we are hanging out. And even then, we won't be driving much of anywhere. She used lots of gas money.
and i like panera peanut butter &jelly.
hmm well ill put pictures up here sometime soon from the past couple weeks since they've been pretty intense.
this goes out to Melissa S. [seriously, one of the coolest girls you'll ever meet. Known her since i was .......................... we've just known eachother for a long time.]

♥Happy Birthday Melissa♥


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